Dear Alden has got colic, hence the first 2-3 months was a very tedious affair for me and my hubby. Baby was crying at every any hour, and it was torturing for baby as he must be feeling really uncomfortable, and it is painful for us as parents to bear. It certainly does test our patience level, and i must admit i do go berserk myself at times.

Nonetheless, we were determined to give Alden as much love as we can, and prayed this passing phrase will end soon. We spent a bomb too bringing baby to see his pediatrician for his flu and jabs. At night sometimes i cried myself to sleep, i felt lousy and useless when i see my son's tears rolling down his face. Colic drops and the Ru Yi oil does not seem to do any wonders. But the amazing thing is that at times though, Alden seem to understand my words. Cos sometimes when i beg him to stop crying and comfort him with my words using hush tones, it works. The emotional turmoil made me think twice bout getting pregnant again, luckily it is only momentarily. Believe by next year i will be all geared up at another go.